In thinking about.....

I'm just a girl, searching for where God wants me next, but living constanly in the present, reflecting on the past enough to see hope for the future.

Saturday, November 04, 2006

nothing of imporatnce...

My life is taking a different course all over again. this time it is crazy and all i can do is hang on tight! i was thinking about how much i miss being a college student when my only purpose in life is to write one lesson plan every three weeks, make posters, bullitian boards, and write reflections are articles that i "read". I get to stay up until midnight or later and i don;t have to report to class if i really really don't want to.
But now, i have to write lesson plans all the time, every night, be at school every day from 8-4 and i have no way of opting out. Strange how growing up seems to take on differnt faces. Well.. this is what i choose... so this is how it is going:
School is going good, i have 16 students, 25% are learning disabled and have IEPs (individualized education plans) and rarely are all my studnets in my classroom at one time. i am working at a school dictated by the rules of No Child Left Behind and anyone who knows me knows how i feel about that. I am frustareated by those rules and see little room to move. Why is it that we have so much emphisis on reading and math, but little emphis on science or socials. I am nervous for what our next generation will amoutn to. We will have people, but trends show that they have less respect for each other and i firmly belive that people are going to be getting stupider if they keep having to be taught to the test. I feel like my hands are tied. i think i need new intrests, education is going to drive me crazy.
At one point this week there were 6 adults in my classroom of 16 studnets. that is almost a 3-1 ratio. What in the world! i think we should set up a coffee bar in the abck of the classroom for all of the adults. I use tothink my teacher was talking loudly to talk over the studetns, but i realized the other day she has to talk loudly to talk over all the adults in the classroom. This will be a challge for me. I am done talking about education
last night i got to catch up with some friends and that was amazing! i had pizza and went to a movie: called Prestige. It was good, creepy, but good. i would almost put it in physcological thriller, but then again maybe not, it was serious, scary, sad, and a whole range of emotions. go see it and let me know what you think. Ok, back to lesson plans i go!:)

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